Friday, May 19, 2006

ellO ellO.. back again.. know all my result already.. haha.. not my ideal mark la.. but i will not feel sad.. this is my rules for life now.. heex.. just now went to jp and bought a jigsaw puzzle.. a baby mickey mouse.. feel very proud of it man.. took just 1 and a half hour to finsh it.. hahahax.. here is the picture

` ` cute riiight..?! haha.. really wonder where is my mickey man? * *

this coming weekend if fully packed man.. next week, had both chem and phy test.. must jiax you jiax you liao.. kkx people, just a small update in life.. see ya..

` ` i miss jay's concert * *

what we could have been, 7:34 AM.

Friday, May 12, 2006

i finally decide to cut my long hair.. maybe this is a new chapter begin in my life ba.. last chapter of me is real tired.. very very tired.. wish to give up.. everything in my life and run away from the world.. human's mind is a strange thing.. i dun know why.. sometime we will cry for no reason.. you people will think we are too stress up.. but i dun think so.. have you ever ask yourself what you really want in your life? what you really wants to do?

last time, our miss teeshehui thinking is far too childish.. she always think simple.. but actually this world is too complicated.. she always though she can do everything, her self-confidence no one can compare to.. she though she is strong in character.. she though as long as she put her heart and soul in one stuff, she will get good response.. so sorry, she is just simply too childish.. she is weak in soul, her self-confidence had destory her..

i am really very tirred.. so i had started a new chapter in my life.. in studies.. i tried my best and get good grads.. i will NOT feel sad about my result anymore.. AS i believe i had tried my very best.. in life.. i will use my 100% effort to do anything.. i will not let other factors affect me.. you can say me proud.. sorry.. i cant help it..

i dun know if this changes is a good one or not.. sometime i myself hate to live in this fast-pace world.. i really dun know who to tell all my suffering to.. maybe later in life.. there is a invention call robots boyfriend/girlfriend.. who know you inside out, u dun need to tell he what you wants.. he will know it.. how good right.. seriously, up until now.. i still dun trust human being.. i dun know why.. i dislike changes in my life.. i hate it.. but i have to face it.. how i wish i am still a sec 1 girl who never ask and think much and just carry on her life freely..

what is a ideal life? to me, is very simple.. i just reallly wish after 10 years.. friends and i are still meeting up often.. just a chit chat session will do.. crap around.. this is the most happiest thing in life.. if can.. i really wish to carry on in my life..

NOW.. i MUST stop complaining and face the fact.. complaining is not going to make my life more easy.. so come on.. stop complaining and get on to work man.. TEESHEHUI you must remember this..!!!

what we could have been, 6:41 AM.

Monday, May 08, 2006

oh man.. today test paper was sh*t.. firstly the emath paper.. kns.. had lots of mistakes.. haiz.. need to buck up for my paper two.. which is tml.. really pray hard..

the BEST thing is my phy paper.. firstly the question did not states clearly what they want.. then the best thing is.. the teacher was like took my paper and finding the answer for my question.. hey.. this took a few mintues of my time okay.. actaully dun really blame them.. but i dun managed to finish.. oh wait.. i will not said that i dun managed to finish.. is I DUN KNOW HOW TO DO.. 6 marks man..!! yala.. 6 marks is not alot but these question i had answer, i also dun think is right lo..

haiz.. yesterday i spend with my dear phy until 2.30am.. now what i get return..? cant complain much.. really hope to get back to my sec 3 man.. where my marks are always way above high.. what wrong man..?! in sec 3 my phy is better than chem man.. now what.. haizhaizhaizhaizhaizhaizhaiz.. i really need to do smth during my mid-year hoilday man.. everyday must touch phy liao.. i cant afford to study phy during exam.. i need to read the notes like i reading newspaper everyday.. and hope this help me..! oh man.. GOD SAVE ME..!!!!!

what we could have been, 5:08 AM.

Saturday, May 06, 2006

ello people.. mid year already started.. haiz.. dun know what i am working hard for man.. dun care so much liao..

friday via, hx , sy and me had gone to shopping.. i dun know what actually happening to me man.. before 16, i used to hate shopping man.. i think is just totally a waste of time and energy.. but well.. not for this year man.. i just love shopping now.. maye this is so call "chemical change" in 16 year old lady.. *blur*

had been a long time not taking neoprint.. i still remember we use to go all the way down to heeren to take neoprint.. wahaha.. jurong east there had just opened one neoprint shop.. so we decide to try it out.. not bad not bad..

`` i dun know who come out of this pose.. but well not bad eh? **

``VYXH, VYXH! **

`` enjooooy!**

`` i love this picture.. diao..! wahaha.. heex**

what we could have been, 8:07 AM.