Friday, May 12, 2006
i finally decide to cut my long hair.. maybe this is a new chapter begin in my life ba.. last chapter of me is real tired.. very very tired.. wish to give up.. everything in my life and run away from the world.. human's mind is a strange thing.. i dun know why.. sometime we will cry for no reason.. you people will think we are too stress up.. but i dun think so.. have you ever ask yourself what you really want in your life? what you really wants to do?
last time, our miss teeshehui thinking is far too childish.. she always think simple.. but actually this world is too complicated.. she always though she can do everything, her self-confidence no one can compare to.. she though she is strong in character.. she though as long as she put her heart and soul in one stuff, she will get good response.. so sorry, she is just simply too childish.. she is weak in soul, her self-confidence had destory her..
i am really very tirred.. so i had started a new chapter in my life.. in studies.. i tried my best and get good grads.. i will NOT feel sad about my result anymore.. AS i believe i had tried my very best.. in life.. i will use my 100% effort to do anything.. i will not let other factors affect me.. you can say me proud.. sorry.. i cant help it..
i dun know if this changes is a good one or not.. sometime i myself hate to live in this fast-pace world.. i really dun know who to tell all my suffering to.. maybe later in life.. there is a invention call robots boyfriend/girlfriend.. who know you inside out, u dun need to tell he what you wants.. he will know it.. how good right.. seriously, up until now.. i still dun trust human being.. i dun know why.. i dislike changes in my life.. i hate it.. but i have to face it.. how i wish i am still a sec 1 girl who never ask and think much and just carry on her life freely..
what is a ideal life? to me, is very simple.. i just reallly wish after 10 years.. friends and i are still meeting up often.. just a chit chat session will do.. crap around.. this is the most happiest thing in life.. if can.. i really wish to carry on in my life..
NOW.. i MUST stop complaining and face the fact.. complaining is not going to make my life more easy.. so come on.. stop complaining and get on to work man.. TEESHEHUI you must remember this..!!!
last time, our miss teeshehui thinking is far too childish.. she always think simple.. but actually this world is too complicated.. she always though she can do everything, her self-confidence no one can compare to.. she though she is strong in character.. she though as long as she put her heart and soul in one stuff, she will get good response.. so sorry, she is just simply too childish.. she is weak in soul, her self-confidence had destory her..
i am really very tirred.. so i had started a new chapter in my life.. in studies.. i tried my best and get good grads.. i will NOT feel sad about my result anymore.. AS i believe i had tried my very best.. in life.. i will use my 100% effort to do anything.. i will not let other factors affect me.. you can say me proud.. sorry.. i cant help it..
i dun know if this changes is a good one or not.. sometime i myself hate to live in this fast-pace world.. i really dun know who to tell all my suffering to.. maybe later in life.. there is a invention call robots boyfriend/girlfriend.. who know you inside out, u dun need to tell he what you wants.. he will know it.. how good right.. seriously, up until now.. i still dun trust human being.. i dun know why.. i dislike changes in my life.. i hate it.. but i have to face it.. how i wish i am still a sec 1 girl who never ask and think much and just carry on her life freely..
what is a ideal life? to me, is very simple.. i just reallly wish after 10 years.. friends and i are still meeting up often.. just a chit chat session will do.. crap around.. this is the most happiest thing in life.. if can.. i really wish to carry on in my life..
NOW.. i MUST stop complaining and face the fact.. complaining is not going to make my life more easy.. so come on.. stop complaining and get on to work man.. TEESHEHUI you must remember this..!!!
what we could have been, 6:41 AM.
