27 july
was sick..
woke up at 5am to get my english assignment done..
when i woke up, usual things happened.. but i just can't figure how i gotten my "monkey flu"..
mum cooked curry chicken on wed.. caused me to visit the toilet..
as usual, went to school.. and going around lending tissue paper..
before recess was geography class.. horrible.. was in STW..
the wicked cold wind touched my weak nose.. "water" kept on flowing like a spoilt tap..
can't stand it anymore.. legs just carried myself to the staff room and called out mrs sunil..
12pm had a bathe and took a harmless 3 hours afternoon nap..
woke up, watched some video and went to study for chem test..
oh man.. water coming ouut again..
dun bother that much and continue studying..
28 july
already 1am.. eyes just simply refused to close it..
my harmless afternoon nap had caused my to feel restless for the rest of my day..
everyday coming home with a tiring mind and body..
but at the end of the day, could felt a little achievement in my heart..
at least i knew that i never wasted my time slacking away..
time is not on my side.. i need motivation to study..
was thinking of waiting for jay album on august.. but had postponed to september..
bro received a scholarship.. this was the second one in his life..
asked my mum..
"mum, three of us were produced from the same factory.. why we are so different in minds..?"
mum never really answered my question..
but she was telling me that i also can do it too..
recently she don’t complained that much anymore..
maybe she saw i had put in effort to study..
the way i wrote this entry was rather different from last time.. but somehow this idea come to my mind.. so.. idk what to say anyway.. see ya.. =)
