today 14 of july was rather a happy day for me.. as i know that weekend is coming..! went to njc concert and saw my cousin over there.. so went over to sit with my aunt and cousin.. anyway she is studying in ngee ann.. i get hurt so badly.. "the person who hate me" said my cousin so pretty then why i look like that.. nvm.. tsktsk.. hahaha..
today was really happy for me.. but when i get home.. complains just shoot directly infront of my face.. parents and brothers were rather unhappy about my attitude toward study.. not that i am not doing well or sleep in class.. is that my whole family feel that is time for me to step down and get down to revision.. starting i was rather angry why they just understand my responsibility and my feelings.. but when i was bathing, i finally realise that they were concern about me.. sometime is time to grow up..
so i had come out a NO list for myself..
` weekdays i will not come online at all..
` no going out..
` no shopping..
` no wasting of time outside..
` no watching of useless show..
this week was rather tiring for me.. as most of them know we sec 4 were having self study.. i really admit that the self study really helps us.. well, for me it really work.. when we had phy for self study.. i can feel that i am improving.. somehow got my confidence back.. on the bad side, i can also feel that i am not improving, in fact deproving in my chem.. awww.. come on.. i am sure i can get good gards for both of my sciences..
going to end this entry with all my happiness.. hahaha.. still remember on 21 june i was saying that my princess pinky went missing.. ha.ha.ha.ha.ha.ha.. i found it.. or rather my brother found it.. heex.. he said he saw this cute bear but no phone.. never mind.. now this family is back again.. this weekend i am starting to learn relative velocity from my brother.. yeah yeah yeah..
oh yes.. before i forgot.. guo yin.. over here i wish you 16th birthday man.. even though is tml.. this will be an early wishing.. if u today read my blog.. heex.. sorry.. think u can understand why i cant get you a present gift.. *busy* pspspspsps..
what we could have been, 8:15 AM.