On the way home was more terrible.. the rain just stopped and all those stupid wind just blew on me.. firstly, i had no tissue dun know how to handle my "water" haiz.. was terrible keep on keeping my head up.. lucky the 157 was abit warm or else jialat.. BUT.. my back pain struck me again.. oh man.. i dun know if u guys are same with me.. when fever come, u people will feel that your back was painful and abit suan..
bo bian.. so i though of sleeeping, try not to get attention on my pain.. get home had bathe and sleeep.. around 1 plus, bro woke me up and get me noodle for lunch.. sian.. the noodle was bloodly oily.. after eating like 3 mouthspoons.. okay, i am done man.. went back to sleep and continue to measure my tempertaure.. from 1 - 430.. the heat just rise without stopping man.. 37.8 - 38.1 - 38.5 - 38.9 my highest record.. 38.9.. i not sure if 38.9 consider as high fever.. dun bother just hopping that my mum is coming soon..
went to see doctor.. then the doctor said that i need one to two days to recover.. i remember when i was young and if i caught a fever.. it just need to one day to recover.. well.. is quite serious man.. beside fever, i had running nose and cough.. haiz.. the doctor was friendly she totally understand how i feel.. the heat was crazy man.. is like u are taking me out of an oven.. just by touching my hands, u would feel the heat already.. so had 2 days mc.. (tue and wed)
after eating my medicine went back to sleep.. around 10pm woke up to eat my dinner.. dun feel like eating man.. nvm la.. give face eat a little bit.. then take my temperature.. the heat was damn stubbon, my temperature was still 38.8C.. then bo bian need to take the super super strong medicine for fever de..
despite eating the super strong medicine.. now my temperature still 38C.. got improve la.. nt bad nt bad.. then today i was coughing like siao lo.. haiz.. now eating my bf.. after that need to eat me medicine.. for people who know me well, for me to eat my medicine was a tourture for me.. my mum even asked the doctor to give me those liquid for kids de.. heex.. kkx la.. before anyone wopke up and found me infront of the computer.. i think is better for me to stop my entry over here..
oh ya.. one sad thing.. cant went to the string concert by NYGS.. nvm.. have funnn guys..
27 july
was sick..
woke up at 5am to get my english assignment done..
when i woke up, usual things happened.. but i just can't figure how i gotten my "monkey flu"..
mum cooked curry chicken on wed.. caused me to visit the toilet..
as usual, went to school.. and going around lending tissue paper..
before recess was geography class.. horrible.. was in STW..
the wicked cold wind touched my weak nose.. "water" kept on flowing like a spoilt tap..
can't stand it anymore.. legs just carried myself to the staff room and called out mrs sunil..
12pm had a bathe and took a harmless 3 hours afternoon nap..
woke up, watched some video and went to study for chem test..
oh man.. water coming ouut again..
dun bother that much and continue studying..
28 july
already 1am.. eyes just simply refused to close it..
my harmless afternoon nap had caused my to feel restless for the rest of my day..
everyday coming home with a tiring mind and body..
but at the end of the day, could felt a little achievement in my heart..
at least i knew that i never wasted my time slacking away..
time is not on my side.. i need motivation to study..
was thinking of waiting for jay album on august.. but had postponed to september..
bro received a scholarship.. this was the second one in his life..
asked my mum..
"mum, three of us were produced from the same factory.. why we are so different in minds..?"
mum never really answered my question..
but she was telling me that i also can do it too..
recently she don’t complained that much anymore..
maybe she saw i had put in effort to study..
the way i wrote this entry was rather different from last time.. but somehow this idea come to my mind.. so.. idk what to say anyway.. see ya.. =)
today was really happy for me.. but when i get home.. complains just shoot directly infront of my face.. parents and brothers were rather unhappy about my attitude toward study.. not that i am not doing well or sleep in class.. is that my whole family feel that is time for me to step down and get down to revision.. starting i was rather angry why they just understand my responsibility and my feelings.. but when i was bathing, i finally realise that they were concern about me.. sometime is time to grow up..
so i had come out a NO list for myself..
` weekdays i will not come online at all..
` no going out..
` no shopping..
` no wasting of time outside..
` no watching of useless show..
this week was rather tiring for me.. as most of them know we sec 4 were having self study.. i really admit that the self study really helps us.. well, for me it really work.. when we had phy for self study.. i can feel that i am improving.. somehow got my confidence back.. on the bad side, i can also feel that i am not improving, in fact deproving in my chem.. awww.. come on.. i am sure i can get good gards for both of my sciences..
going to end this entry with all my happiness.. hahaha.. still remember on 21 june i was saying that my princess pinky went missing.. ha.ha.ha.ha.ha.ha.. i found it.. or rather my brother found it.. heex.. he said he saw this cute bear but no phone.. never mind.. now this family is back again.. this weekend i am starting to learn relative velocity from my brother.. yeah yeah yeah..
oh yes.. before i forgot.. guo yin.. over here i wish you 16th birthday man.. even though is tml.. this will be an early wishing.. if u today read my blog.. heex.. sorry.. think u can understand why i cant get you a present gift.. *busy* pspspspsps..
let not forget about the june babies.. first is ms wong hao xiang..! finally 16 ah.. welcome to the 16 club man.. and second is ms tan jia hui..! hahaha.. just hope that she really grown up.. heex.. and lastly is ms ong kai ni..! her sweet 18th birthday..! three of the june babies can watch nc16 and m18 movie already.. congrat..!
i really wonder why is there a feeling of sadness in me..? my dear panasonic handphone which had gone missing for 20 days..? or people disappointing me.? idk.. the only thing i can do was to keep myself busy.. from thinking useless stuff.. hope this helps..
i really hope that i could stay in my dreams.. my own world.. NO truth that destory my dreams.. everything will be perfect..
